Saturday, October 13, 2018

2018 Race Reports

Hello, hello, hello!

I'm finally sitting down to write a few words about the events we participated in this year. I signed up for four half-iron distances to give myself that many chances to finish. Well, I'm happy to say that the finish line greeted me on all four. The last, however, isn't recorded in the books (more on that below), but I crossed the line regardless. And Fred joined me on three of the events, so that made it more fun!

If you're thinking about doing a particular event, but aren't sure yet, I hope these reports help you with the decision.

Ironman 70.3 - Victoria (reported earlier) - 2018
Pacific Crest 72.3 BEASTMAN - June 23, 2018 (See below)
Ironman 70.3 - Santa Rosa - 2018 (report coming soon)
Ironman 70.3 - Cozumel - 2018 (report coming soon)

Pacific Crest 72.3 BEASTMAN (Sunriver, Oregon)

Are you looking for a challenge? Do you have the desire to push yourself beyond your limits? Then take a look at Why Racing Events' 72.3 BEASTMAN. Cold, choppy water swim? Check. 58 mile bike ride starting at an altitude of 4359 feet above sea level and gaining another 2814 feet while you climb up a mountain in the heat of summer? Check. Running at ... did I mention the altitude and heat? Check. The BEASTMAN is ... a beast.

The Swim: (1.2 miles - 2 loops in the Wickiup Reservoir)

Brrrrr! That's all I have to say about that.

Just kidding. (not really -- it was cold) You'll need a wet suit for this one. This year, the water was 61 degrees.

With the Ironman events, we've become accustomed to the "rolling" starts, which I like a lot. But this isn't an Ironman event, so we started with our gender and age groups, which I don't like so much because I'm a slow swimmer no matter my age or gender. Thus, faster swimmers swim over me. Not only that, but with a rolling start, your time starts when you cross the line, which is how it should be. With a wave start, as this event was, your time starts at the designated time whether that's the time you actually begin to swim or not. During this race, athletes went through a single file line so they could be "counted" for safety reasons. My husband (Fred) was barely in the water when the gun went off for his age group. This wasn't a fair start at all. Hopefully they can go to a rolling start in the future.

The water was a little choppy, but the jet skis made it even more so. They were zipping all over the reservoir causing waves. Cold water on the face always makes me panic. My breathing gets out of rhythm and I need to breathe more often. This was the case here. It took a while to get everything calmed down and to find a good rhythm. I admit to have yelled a few unkind words at a few people swimming over me and at the jet ski; none heard my small voice though.

This was not a happy swim for me, but I was happy when it was finally over... or so I thought.

Swim time: 56:52
Fred's exit

 Bike: (58 miles, Elevation gain: 2814 ft.)

This course was beautiful and challenging and a killer. But this was not my day. After the swim, I felt drained. By mile 10, I started to play the mental game.  

This sucks. I don't want to do it anymore. Will someone come give me a ride back? My stomach is cramping already. There's no way I'm going to make it up the mountain at mile 35. How the hell am I going to run a half marathon after this? I'm not.

Oh, look how beautiful it is. I've trained for this, I'm not going to give up now. Go faster!

And so I kept going back and forth with this self talk. No, I can't. Yes, I can. No. Yes. 

I passed several people on the climb (thank you BiZi to Glenwood training rides!). But then they passed me on the way down the mountain because holy bajeezus that was steep! My hands gripped the brakes pretty much all the way down, but I still managed to hit 35 mph. It was fun!

By the time I rolled into transition, I was half-hour behind my Victoria time and that one didn't have the heat, altitude, the extra 2 miles, or my bad attitude. So, not as awful as I thought.

Bike time: 4:26:27

 Fred and his bad-ass self. :)
 Random people trekking up the mountain
Grumpy Me

The Run: (13.1 miles)

Now, if you remember, I was telling myself that I wasn't going to do the run. And I wasn't! But then I saw all the people coming in after me and watched them take off for the run. I grumbled at myself and said some choice words while changing my shoes, helmet/hat, putting my run bib on, and grabbing my water bottle. After the first mile, holy heck I couldn't breathe! The air! What air? There was no air! So I walked. After a bit, I tried to run again. Nope. Not happening. I ended up walking the entire 13.1 miles.

The sun was shining on the fields and through the trees and glinting off the water. This really was a lovely course and I enjoyed looking at it along my very slow trek to the end.

Many times I hoped Fred would come get me so we could go get a drink. But he never did. He was battling his own battles with a flared up injury and muscle cramping. He did an amazing job and finished two hours before me and waited and waited and waited until I finally crossed the finish line. He's awesome like that.

Walk time: 3:40:36

 Pretending to run for the camera
Finally done!

Total Time: 9:22:20 (ugh)


Even as negative as I was that day, I'd love to do this event again. The people who run Why Racing Events are great and supportive. It was well organized. The volunteers were AWESOME! And the course was challenging and beautiful. Thank goodness there was no time limit!

Next time, I'll be more mentally prepared.

Once over, it was time to train for Santa Rose, IM 70.3 (race report to come soon)

Saturday, June 16, 2018

A summarized journey and a race report - 2018 Ironman 70.3 - Victoria BC -


My desire to participate in and finish an IRONMAN triathlon started a few years ago when running events became repetitious and a little boring. It was at that time that I wanted to complete something more challenging. Not that running is easy. It's difficult and painful, especially the longer distances. Perhaps I was just looking for a little more pain.

Growing up, sports and athleticism were not part of my life. Not only did I dread the choosing process for teams by my fellow PE victims (I was usually chosen last), but running forced me into a life of crime where forged notes and feigned menstrual cramps or stomach aches became a norm. Running hurt too much. It was suffocating and burning and very similar if not the same as all the evils adults protect little people from, like the stove and drinking poison.

Jump forward to my late thirties. Like many people in their late thirties, hormonal imbalances occurred that directly cause rational people (like myself) to think and do things a little less rationally. For example, considering pain as a prerequisite to an amazing journey. It was at that time when I began my running adventure with Couch to 5K training for the Starlight Run in Portland, my first 5K. Oy, did that ever hurt. (Some of the thoughts that went through my head while running this 5K may or may not be similar to what Jenny experienced during the opening scene of Jenny's Blue Velvet.)

About three years after the Starlight Run and after many other events including overnight 200-ish mile team relay races, half marathons and one full, we (Fred and I) decided to attempt triathlons. But first, I had to learn to swim. That was an experience of its own that may be discussed in future blog posts. Since we all know how often I blog, don't count on it though.

After two years of Sprint and Olympic distance triathlons, the next step was clearly an IRONMAN 70.3. Because duh. Actually, I should clarify: MY next step was the 70.3. Fred, however, was having way more imbalances than I was and signed up for a 140.6. We both signed up for Santa Rosa (a beautiful course, btw)

We made up our own training plan and ran and swam and spun our bike wheels on an indoor trainer regularly for months before the races. I did not finish my 70.3 and was completely disappointed. Fred made me super proud by finishing his 140.6. He is an IRONMAN. And I couldn't be prouder.

Although I don't like to be told "No" or "You can't", and will do everything to rebel against it, deep down I always question if I actually can. Especially in this case. Because, really, whoever thought the girl who ditched PE to get out of physical activity and who didn't know how to swim and panicked in open water would ever be capable of finishing something like an IRONMAN 70.3? I for sure didn't think I could, but I wanted to try anyway.

When they shutdown the bike course in Santa Rose before I was finished and picked me and my bike up around mile 46, I wasn't surprised. Heartbroken, yes. But surprised? Not at all.

Tri and tri again.

I chose IRONMAN 70.3 Victoria, BC for my next attempt. Victoria is in Canada on Vancouver Island about a four hour drive to the 90 minute ferry from where I live in SW Washington.

The journey to Victoria 2018 began in the late fall of 2017. We ran, we spun, we swam. I purchased many books on training plans. The one we used is "IronFit Secrets for Half-Iron-Distance Triathlon Success" by Don and Melanie Fink. We started with the Intermediate Plan build phase. Then we moved onto the Competitive Plan from there. I figured the more I worked, the faster I would get, and it was a necessity to get faster. Obviously. There's a time limit. We worked for about 6 months. Day in and day out. We adjusted the schedule to meet our needs and life demands, but for the most part, we rarely missed workouts. Fred trained with me and encouraged me even though his first race wasn't until three weeks after mine. (Because he's amazing) We took Wahoo Kickr studio classes at our local gym and purchased a Wahoo Kickr for home use. We biked scenic and challenging rides in the Gorge. We swam and swam and swam in the pool and in open water. Until race day.


I'm a native to the PNW and haven't lived anywhere else. I like overcast skies and a temperature in the low to mid-60s (Fahrenheit). This is the weather I train in. Rain? No problem. Sun? No, thanks. Not for running in anyway. So, Victoria sounded perfect. 

We arrived in Victoria on the Friday afternoon before the race via ferry from Port Angeles, Washington. It's a little expensive, but it was the fastest route to Vancouver Island and the drop off is in Victoria instead of on the other side of the island like the other ferries. It's advisable to make online reservations; our boat was sold out and full of triathletes. Also, don't forget your passport.

The loft we rented was in downtown, just on the border of Chinatown. It was a perfect location and I highly recommend staying downtown if you want to explore before or after the race. I wish we had more time for exploration and hope to go back just as a vacation trip to do so.

We picked up our keys, dropped off our bags and my bike (called Vicky), and headed up to the lake to check in for the race. It was about a twenty minute drive with traffic. Parking was sparse at the village where we check in at the start line, but we managed to find a spot along the road not too far away.

Checking in was a breeze. There were no lines and plenty of volunteers to help distribute packets. Mandatory Athlete Briefing was just about to begin, so we planted ourselves in the grass to listen in, then walked along the lake on our way back to the car where we saw a small family of ducks waddling on the shore.

For dinner, we stood in line for forty-five minutes at Pagliacci's for a pasta dinner on Friday night. Next time, we probably won't do this because they don't have many vegan/plant based options other than pasta and marinara, which is what we got.

Saturday didn't go as planned. We were up early to get Vicky ready for check in. The plan was to check in the bike, go for a practice swim, and then drive the bike course. Unfortunately, Vicky's computer wasn't working. Too much time was spent trying to figure out what was wrong. Finally, after changing the batteries four hundred times, it worked. By then, however, we were in no mood to spend the afternoon driving the 56 mile route, so we checked Vicky in and then hit the water for a practice swim. The water temp was in the mid 60s Fahrenheit, it was calm and fairly clear. I did not see any scary lake monsters. Perfect.


2:30 am came fast. Fortunately, our bed was comfortable. Unfortunately, staying downtown meant loud/drunk people singing and enjoying Saturday night outside our door. This was the only night I heard any festivities late at night, of course. It woke me often. But before I knew it, rest time was over.

I forced down oatmeal, a banana, and half a protein smoothie. As always on race morning, it didn't go down easy. Race food and drink were prepared the night before, so after getting dressed, we were set to grab my bags and head to the lake.

Parking was on the other side of the lake. We were the fifth car into the lot, but a line of cars followed. School buses shuttled us to transition on a winding dark road that seemed to go on forever.

After body marking, transition set, porta pots hit (several times), air pressure checked in tires, another banana, wet suit wrangled into, we headed to the start line to get in a warm up swim while the late arrivals rushed through their motions. Early arrivals, like myself, had no need to hurry.

The water was warmer than the air and it felt good to fill up my suit. Once done, it was time to wait.

THE SWIM (1.2 miles)

The swim was a self seeded start, which was awesome. Self seeded means that athletes enter the water with other athletes who swim close to the same pace. There were markers along the line noting the speed times that athletes stood and waited behind. My fastest open water swim this year was 48 minutes (20 minutes faster than last year, thank you very much). I positioned myself at the 50 - 55 minute pace. Last year in Santa Rosa I put myself at the back of the line so I wouldn't get run over. I didn't care if I got ran over this year, just as long as I stayed as close to the buoys as possible to not add any unnecessary distance. Surprisingly, there were a lot of people behind me.

Just before getting in line, I quickly drank a pre-workout drink. Despite drinking it for years before every workout, for some ridiculously unknown reason, I completely forgot what it does to me and why I always drink it at least half an hour before my workout. A decision had to be made. Do I have time? Definitely. Will the feeling pass? Probably not. Will someone zip me back up when I'm done? I hoped so. Is there a line? No, there's one open now. I dashed for it.

This was good practice for peeling off the wet suit after the swim since I was already wet, but then having to also peel down my tri suit in the small porta pot without touching anything was something I should have considered. **Note for future tris** Verify there is TP before peeling everything off.

Once I felt better and was back in line, someone graciously zipped me back up. It took another ten minutes to get to the start.

I ended up starting with the last of the 45 - 50 minute group.

My swim started out awesome. The course was an easy one loop, out and back. I kept straight from buoy to buoy, played my music in my head to keep my tempo, and sighted every other breath as I practiced. Other people? Not so much. I didn't swim over anyone but I did go around several swimmers, which probably added some time. The swimmers who didn't practice sighting squeezed me out of some spots and ran into each other and sometimes into me. I may have advised them to go straight or to sight, but since their heads were underwater, they probably didn't hear me. But after the fact, it's all good. It was a great swim and I finished it a little over 52 minutes.

TRANSITION (5-ish minutes)

Fortunately, there was only one transition area, so all our stuff wasn't spread out between two locations. This was ideal, in my opinion.

I may have been so excited about making the swim cutoff that I ran the wrong way, which I would have eventually figured out if I kept going because it was a dead end. Maybe I was light headed from the swim. Whatever the reason, I don't really remember. A volunteer kindly directed me to the correct direction. One man who was just as excited as I was asked/shouted at me, "Do we keep going?" I didn't understand what he meant at the time, but now I'm wondering if he made the 1:10 cut off. I told him, "YES! Keep going!!!!! Don't stop!!!!!" Because that's exactly what I was doing. Go. Go. Go.

The transition grass was soft under bare feet. So much better than the pebbled concrete of Santa Rosa. Plus, a very short distance to the transition.

I stripped off my wet suit, slipped on my socks and bike shoes, helmet, gloves, grabbed Vicky, and jogged to the bike exit.

"Let's go Vicky," I said, and glanced down at my computer. It was dead. That's when I saw Fred standing on the sidelines. I shouted, "My computer is dead!" I regretted doing this after because he would worry. I thought I needed my computer because A: I'm not a super speedy bike rider and needed to maintain an average of 14 mph and B: my brain thinks in miles, not kilometers, so without my computer I would have to do math every time I passed a kilometer sign to figure out how far I've gone and math is hard.

THE BIKE (56 miles)

The bike was one loop around the island with views of the ocean.

I don't really remember a lot of the bike course. Is that weird? I remember beautiful areas and amazing volunteers and the fear of drafting because the race officials hung around the back of the pack for some reason. I remember some hill climbing, but not nearly as bad as the hills I climbed during training. I remember passing people because this was the best feeling ever. I remember people passing me, which was totally fine. I remember during this one particularly flat area, gaining on this one rider who I had tried passing early but couldn't, beginning to pass him and then seeing he had slowed because he was peeing. Yes, people, that happened. I had heard of it, but never witnessed it before. I can't be mad, though, because he slowed down and it was all flowing to the ground instead of splashing back at me. Bless!

I regularly talk to myself when running and riding my bike. Many words were said on this adventure. Good words. Excited and happy words. Most of the time.

I remember of several occasions laugh/crying. You know how your emotions bubble up and out uncontrollably? This happened whenever I passed distance signs, did the math, matched the math to my watch and realized that I could possibly make the time cut off. For real!

What sticks in my mind the most is my failure to follow my nutrition plan. Nuun, dried bananas, and Cliff bars. Nothing else. That was the plan. That was how I trained. But, no, I just had to grab a bottle of ice cold water at the second aid station and then, without thought, guzzled as much as I could before the last garbage can. BIG MISTAKE. My stomach immediately cramped up and stayed that way through the remainder of the race.

Another thing I remember is the last hill, 1.5 miles of climbing, about ten miles from the bike finish. About a quarter of the way up, I was standing and pedaling. A man with a boom box danced on the side of the road. He cheered and encouraged the riders while playing the song "Push it!"

"You're awesome!" I told him.

He pointed at my bike. "You still have gears left! Use them."

I looked down and he was right! I had two gears left! Holy crap! He was truly AWESOME! Thank you, Push It Man. You made my uphill battle so much better.

At the top of the hill, we turned around and breezed all the way back down. WEEEEEE!

 I finished in just under four hours. A record time for me.

TRANSITION (Ten-ish minutes)

OMG! I was so shocked that I made the bike cut off that I couldn't stop shaking, but managed to somehow rack Vicky and put on my running shoes. I grabbed my nutrition of dates, a gel, and dried bananas and stuffed them into my tri suit back pocket, then hit the porta pots before heading out to run.

THE RUN (13.1 miles)

The run was a two loop trail around the lake. The ground was packed dirt and crushed rock and most of it was under the canopy of trees, which was fortunate because it had started to rain just as I headed out.

That abdominal cramping from the bike worsened on the run with every jolt of every step, making this the longest half-marathon of my life.

It was a flat and perfect course, though. The volunteers were plentiful and encouraging with aid stations almost every 1.5 miles.

I ended up walking more than planned, but knew I had time. My goal was simply to finish before the 8:30 cut off.

And I did!

The most amazing feeling ever!

Official time: 8:06:18
Goal met!


This entire race was amazing. It was well organized, a beautiful course (challenging, but reachable, well marked and traffic controlled), and the weather just how I like it. I highly recommend IRONMAN 70.3 Victoria to every triathlete. The volunteers were one of the best parts too. Thank you, volunteers!

I wouldn't have finished without my husband, Fred, pushing me during training and supporting me the entire journey. We did this together. Thank you, Fred. My teenage son, Morgan, also put up with all our training time and was very patient. Thank you, Morgan.

This is my first race report. I hope it helps you on your triathlon journey like all the race reports I read helped me.

Next up?

Pacific Crest Beastman 72.3
Ironman 70.3 Santa Rosa
Ironman 70.3 Cozumel

Will you be at any of these races? See you there! You'll find me in the back of the pack, heading for the finish. :)

Friday, March 18, 2016

Five years ago ...

... I met several wonderful authors who helped me self-publish my first book, Dream Smashers. The authors of Darkside Publishing accepted me under their label and we took a voyage together into the new world of the Amazon and the sea of possibilities awaiting us in the scary unknown.

Times have changed since then. More than a handful of self-published authors have made best selling lists. Many are earning a decent living publishing their writing. And thousands more are still treading water. Every day hundreds of new authors emerge into the self-publishing world with a story to tell.

I'm happy with the decision I made five years ago. It's been a fun and challenging adventure with many more to come. New friends, stories, and feats to remember from the past five years and others to arrive for the next!

To celebrate, let's give away signed paper books from some of the authors who have supported and guided me in the beginning and even now. You do remember what paper books are, don't you?

 Attach on Phoenix: Forsaken Stars Saga #1 
by USA Today Bestselling Author 
Megg Jensen

Two hundred years ago, an interplanetary expedition crashed on a deserted planet. Their ship was destroyed. Their technology lost.

They built a new society while they waited for rescue. It never came.

Instead they caught the attention of the dragzhi, an aggressive alien species, and found themselves in the midst of a war they were doomed to lose.

Torsten Vikker, a soldier who’d rather read than fight, is on a mission to recover an artifact rumored to have the power to defeat the dragzhi. Rell, a woman raised in a cult, will stop at nothing to keep him away from what she holds sacred.

Yet, only together can they hope to save humanity from utter annihilation.

 Found: Penny Black Trilogy #1 
by Stacey Wallace Benefiel

Penny Black hasn’t had it easy. Just about everything you’d expect to happen to a harassed foster-kid turned junkie has happened to Penny. Add in the mysterious power to rewind time, conducting events around her, and it’s a wonder she held up on the streets for so many years. Now, at seventeen, the New Society has found her. Finally, Penny is where she belongs. But that doesn’t stop the visions, or the need to protect the victims shown to her.

Wyatt Adams is excited and intrigued when his sister Melody assigns him to be Penny’s Lookout. Being the youngest, and hopelessly ordinary in the family that created the New Society, has left Wyatt feeling like he has a lot to prove — and Penny is a big deal. She’s got abilities that surpass any he’s seen before … and pretty much every quality he looks for in a girlfriend, but no one needs to know about that, especially Penny.

*The Penny Black trilogy is a companion to the Zellie Wells trilogy and not a continuation of the series.

*Due to language and sexuality, FOUND is recommended for older teens.

 Bloody Little Secrets 
by Karly Kirkpatrick

17-year-old Vicky Hernandez has a big problem. She's dead. Or not quite. After discovering she's been turned into a vampire, she tries to settle into a quiet suburb of Chicago and return to a normal life. If only she could stop wanting to bite her boyfriend. Not to mention she is dying to find out who turned her, and why. She doesn't have to wait long before they come to her.

 Grounded: The Grounded Trilogy #1 
by GP Ching

Faith kept her plain. Science made her complicated.
In the near future, an amish girl discovers she's the product of a government experiment gone awry.

In Hemlock Hollow, life isn't easy, but it is simple.  Things in my community haven’t changed much in over three hundred years, since the time my Amish ancestors came to what is now the Green Republic. I milk my cow by hand, make fresh bread every morning, and hope to be courted by Jeremiah, a boy I’ve known since childhood.

When my father falls ill, the English doctor says a hospital outside the wall can heal him. Jeremiah convinces me to go on rumspringa, to experience the outside world as an Englisher in order to be closer to my father during his recovery. Others have gone before me. They claim it’s an adventure. But adventure turns to horror as an ordinary light switch thrusts me into a new world, and revelations about my personal history make me question everything I believe. 

All my life I’ve worked to be simple. I can’t pretend anymore. Nothing about me is simple.
The McCall Initiative, Episodes 1.1 - 1.3 
by Lisa Nowak

What if the Pacific Northwest seceded from the United States? In 2063, it has.

The climate crisis that’s devastated all but the Northwest corner of the U.S. is the only reality Piper Hall has ever known. She doesn’t waste a thought on that, the secession that created Cascadia, or the closed border, erected to keep out climate refugees. With her family impoverished by her father’s death, she’s driven by just one goal—winning a scholarship to college and later med school.

When Piper’s little brother starts talking about poor people vanishing, she’s convinced the stories are just rumors. Then she comes home to an empty house. Branded a criminal and forced into hiding, Piper must fight for her freedom, her family, and her future. But those responsible for the disappearances will stop at nothing to protect their secrets, and the only person who can help might be the very boy whose family has displaced her own.

The McCall Initiative is a story told in serial form. If you’re a fan of edge-of-your-seat dystopian thrillers with a twist of romance, you’ll love Lisa Nowak’s glimpse at a future that’s all too plausible. Great for fans of The Hunger Games, Divergent, and Legend.

A first edition copy of Dream Smashers 
by yours truly -- typos and all!

My name is Autumn Spring Winters. Right? What sane person names their kid after not only one season of the year, but three? Well, the last name was inherited, but still. Nobody ever said my mom was in her right mind, though. I often wonder what life would be like if she wasn’t a tweaker. But, you know, that’s just a daydream. Reality is she’s a meth addict. She’s been an addict for as long as I can remember. Sometimes I like to believe her when she says she’s clean. Sometimes, when she’s high, we get along great. Sometimes we even talk. When she’s coming down, though, it’s best to just hide.

My name is Autumn Spring Winters and Dream Smashers is my story. It’s a love story, but most of all, it’s about letting go.


To enter, you have to apparently visit my Facebook page. You don't have to "like" it or anything. I'm cheap and in order to use Rafflecopter for free (Because, let's face it, I'm a starving author--well, not starving because I eat a lot, but you know what I mean), I had to pick the least time consuming step for you to do in order to enter. I could have purchased a membership to give you more options, but we've covered why that isn't happening. So, please use the Rafflecopter below to enter.

I will email the winners in order to allow the choice of book preference.

The giveaway begins on March 18th and ends on April 1st. Winners will be notified the first week of April via email and a mailing address will need to be furnished to mail the book. *US residents only, please*

Thank you, readers! I appreciate you. Good luck! I hope you win the book of your choice. These are some amazing stories by some wonderful authors.

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Thursday, February 18, 2016


Get the first THREE e-books in the Lords of Shifters series for only 99 cents! (limited time)

There are realms on this world where unusual creatures dwell. They remain hidden from humans to save their kind, but over the years, they too suffer from the same destruction humans have endured. Struggles over power and greed have ignited a fire between them, separating them, causing hunger and pain for some, and luxury for others.

Three small town teens, best friends, are thrust into the creatures' war. Not only will their friendship be tested, but their ability to survive and to save those they love will be challenged.

This bundle contains the first three books in the Lords of Shifters Series: Loramendi's Story, Spider Wars, and Dark Horse FOR ONLY 99 CENTS!


Thursday, February 4, 2016

Death Touch is Now Available!

You've been patient and now the wait is over! The fourth book in the Lords of Shifters series is now available.

Aubrey is a witch with no magic. She helplessly watches as the town hangs her mother to death and wishes she could save her with a spell. But before her mother dies, she curses Aubrey to live as a human and warns her to stay away from dragons.

With nothing to live for and no love in her life, Aubrey falls into a depression. When a boy with golden eyes shows up at her door, he may be exactly what she needs and everything her mother warned against. Will he ever be able to thaw Aubrey’s heart?

Now that Lora has made it to Takoda and vowed to destroy Lord Xifan and the Hornbroods, she discovers that everyone she cares for has lied to her. Aubrey has disappeared, Lora’s best friend is actually her brother and her other best friend is a giant spider, and the barn is full of suffering. That’s not even the worst of it. If she destroys the barn, it may kill everyone she loves. Is Lora able to do the right thing with such a high cost?

As you probably know, Loramendi's Story was altered and re-released in 2015. If you read Loramendi's Story prior to 2015, please be sure to take a look at the letter I wrote to you in the front of Death Touch.

I'm so excited to bring you this story and hope you enjoy it! I'd love to hear what you think of it.

Death Touch is now available on Amazon, BN, Apple, Kobo, and everywhere ebooks are sold.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

They're Back!

The Lords of Shifters series is finally available once again! A few changes were made to Loramendi's Story and some editing done in all three books. I'm so excited to share them with you and hope you love reading the stories as much as I enjoyed creating them.

Today is also the day to reveal the cover to the next book in the series, Death Touch. The blurb will be revealed later this summer. Death Touch will be available for pre-order in July with a release date in the early fall.

Steven Novak is responsible for these awesome covers. I love them! He's done an outstanding job on all of the Lords of Shifters covers.

Loramendi's Story
A Lords of Shifters Novel (#1)
Available now for only 99 cents!

 Spider Wars
A Lords of Shifters Novel (#2)
Available Now for only $2.99

Dark Horse
A Lords of Shifters Novella (#3)
Available Now for only $2.99
Kindle, Nook, iTunes, Kobo, Smashwords


Death Touch
A Lords of Shifters Novel (#4)
Available Fall, 2015

I hope you enjoy the Lords of Shifter series! If you do, please let me know by leaving a review at the place of purchase. Thank you and HAPPY READING!

Monday, April 13, 2015

Lords of Shifters Relaunch Announcement!

A date has been set! The time is near.

During the summer of 2008, I wrote my first novel. It was a young adult paranormal/fairy tale/urban fantasy type story. I had no idea at the time what genre to stick it under, so slashes became important. The title was The Dreaded Dawn.

Between the time of the first draft and 2011 it went under countless numbers of revisions and re-writes. It was critiqued and edited by some talented authors. It was pitched at writer's conferences and queried to hundreds of agents to no avail.

After much thought, the title was changed, I ran it through one more critique group, a cover was created, and I decided to self-publish it as a first book in a series. That book was Loramendi's Story, a Lords of Shifters Novel.

The following year the second book, Spider Wars, was born and then the third, Dark Horse, and then I got stuck. You waited and continued to buy and download the books, and for that, I'm thankful.

I had an idea of where I wanted it to go, but I didn't know how to get there. In fact, where I wanted it to go really made no sense from where it started. Because of my difficulties, I began to hate Loramendi's Story and cringed every time I thought about all of you wonderful readers waiting and counting on me to finish the series. It became a guilt that gnawed at me day and night until finally I pulled all three books from publication. (something a self-published author can do).

And now? It's time to give it back to you. I've combed and groomed and re-wrote some parts of Loramendi's Story so that Lords of Shifters may continue. If you've already read this book, you shouldn't have to re-read it to continue with the series. The story itself wasn't changed, just some events to move it along. I will recap those events in the fourth book for you, so you won't miss a thing.

I'm so happy to announce the re-release date of the Lords of Shifters series and the title of the fourth book.

The date is June 10, 2015 and the fourth book is titled: Death Touch, A Lords of Shifters Novel.

It's just around the corner and I'm ecstatic to share these books with you once again! Thank you so much for being loyal readers and for giving me the time needed to make this series worthy of your time!

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Coming June 10, 2015:

Loramendi's Story, A Lords of Shifters Novel

Seventeen year old Lora has plans and knows how her future should pan out. But the future is a finicky thing and has an agenda of its own.

After high school graduation Lora wants to move far away from the ridiculous rules and restrictions of her godmother and live as a writer with her best friend in Seattle. She always felt uncomfortable in the small town she grew up in and knows that once she reaches Seattle, she’ll find her people. People who are like her, writers and artists who understand her plight. 

When Lora falls for a hot new windsurfer in town, she learns his life is like a fairytale story similar to the fiction she enjoys writing. At the time he tells her that she’s a long lost princess, a shapeshifter, and in danger from an evil lord wanting to kill her, her godmother abandons her, and she’s forced to go along with the tales he’s telling and leave all she knows behind. After all, she always wanted to live around people like her, she just assumed they’d be human.

Can she embrace the life of the leader she was born to be, battle an evil lord and end lives to save a land she knows nothing about or will this story she’s living end badly?


Spider Wars, A Lords of Shifters Novel
Jess' life has never been ordinary. After all, life on the road with an immortal family of gypsies is hardly predictable. Living in the small town of White Salmon, Washington has brought some normality to her life. But when her cheating, sometimes boyfriend, Nicu, gets involved with a group of arachneshifters, life gets a little sticky. Will she be able to save him from the web he's spun? More importantly, how much is she willing to risk to get him back?


Dark Horse, A Lords of Shifters Novella

Amethea thought she was the last of her kind, a creature from mythical stories, from light, peace, and magic. But, Amethea isn't a myth, and she doesn't hold any peace in her heart. She watched as her family was murdered for the magic of their horns. She'd give anything to avenge their deaths. She just hasn't figured out how yet.

When she meets another, Cerus, everything changes. Together, they harness more power than Amethea ever dreamed. But is it enough to take down the Lords of Shifters?

We all have demons hidden deep in the crevices of history. Johnnie's have busted out, exposed for all to see. But he doesn't care that everyone knows. Just Jess. She's got a front row seat to the Johnnie's demon show, and Johnnie's about to find out that he hasn't met all of them yet.


Death Touch, A Lords of Shifters Novel
Cover Reveal and Blurb Reveal on June 10, 2015
Coming Fall, 2015